i wont be posting for a long time after this one and its not about the tests....

i will be telling you why i have been sad ever since,well ,forever....
well i have been thinking....
what would happen to the people i know without me.....
and i think that nothing will change maybe even make their lives better....
i haven't made my impact in this world and i don't expect to make one....
i mean what use am i to the best section there is.....
the people here are better than me in everything.....
i have only gotten through life's challenges with a lot of luck and help from my family and friends....
i don't have any real talents....
i always have a hard time answering guidance questions like "what are your talents/strengths?"
how do i answer this question? d'oh! can someone tell me please? :(
so far i can't think of reason to be on this world....
why?